My actions loud, never speak

Because I put my feelings on paper
Because it is hard for me to just say
Because it never comes out right
You call me heartless
You've just never seen my heart
You have never seen what I mean to say
My eyes can tell you
My eyes can tell you what I can't say
My eyes are windows, a crystal ball
Still, you call me heartless
Because I don't always speak
Because my actions speak louder
Because what you see is what you get
Only the blind will never know
Only those in the dark can't see
Only your not blind, you see just fine
Still, you call me heartless
Because I put my feelings on paper
Because it is hard for me to just say
Because it never comes out right
You call me heartless


12.29.10
Amber R. Roan

I will fallow you into the dark
Even if it leads to the worst part of hell
I'll help you fight the demons
Kill those who get in the way
And slay the beast
I'll pick you up when you fall
Breathe life into you when you're at your last breath
I will fallow you into the dark
You need to know you are never alone
I will fallow you until you see the light
I will fallow you into the dark
Even if it leads to the worst part of hell



7.14.10
Amber R. Roan

My song, Your Heart Beat

Your like a song stuck in my head
Your words the lyrics
Like no other
No one could ever repeat
The rhythm, your heart beat
Each moment we spend together is another I lay awake
Thinking of all the future days
Until that one dark thought takes over it all
To impotent ash it falls
Tears fall like rain from the sky
If you leave
Tell it all good bye
Death with be the smell
Blood will be the taste
Of the none existent day
Your like a song stuck in my head
Your words the lyrics
Like no other
No one could ever repeat
The rhythm, your heart beat


Aug. 27, 2010
Amber R. Roan

My Heart For you

You'll never know how far I to go
To try and find what I keep locked inside
To show you the true meaning of every word I'll ever say
To write the beat of my heart on paper is the hardest thing

My one true love
I give it all to you
My hand in yours
Forever until the end
Our hearts beat as one
What a beautiful song

Walls crash down
Just by your whisper
A soft touch
I've become venerable
A beautiful butterfly
Cought in the spiders web
right under his fangs
Crazy thing is
I'm happy right where I am

You'll never know how far I to go
To try and find what I keep locked inside
To show you the true meaning of every word I'll ever say
To write the beat of my heart on paper is the hardest thing





8.30.10

Waiting For Light

Watch the rain roll off the window
Wash off what you just saw
A small swift move
And it's all gone

Wipe off the fog
It all comes undone
Like a ribbon in the wind
You'll never see it again

Close your eyes
Like a movie it plays
A cut in the film
Now it will never be the same

Listen to the rain hit the roof
Sounds like a off beat heart
Wait for the lighting
So just for a second you're not in the dark



9.27.10
Amber R. Roan

I'll love you forever

I'll hold on to this forever
I'll never let it go
My heart now in the shape of you
Nothing taking what has now become your place
I'll dance forever
To the beat of your drum
That soft constant beat
Mixed with mine
A melody, sweet song
Like no other
It is it's very own
I'll hold on to this forever
I'll never let it go
Taking a risk
The risk called love
I'll hold on to it forever
I'll never let you go



Dec. 6, 2010
Amber R. Roan